Alahaii busynye aku, gaahhh :p

Haaa kann. Busy hari ni. Pagipagi lagi dah pegi rumah intan. Pastu malam, dian pulak. Party party party! TAK TAKK, BUKAN PARTY LIAR. Jangan kalut sangat. Birthday party ok :) A'ah, dah nak spm ni dorang nak sambut. Biasa lah. Nanti lepas spm, semua busy dengan lesen kereta/motor, kerja lah .. ape semua. Sekarang ni tengah buat macam rumah sendiri. HAHAHA. Kantoiii x) Intan, aku pinjam gune kau punye broadband kejap eh. Heee.

Tidak ketinggalan lah, alwani dah selesa dengan habitat kegemaran dia. Oh, nak tau? Habitat dia = katil. Tapi bukan katil dia, Intan's. Lena you tidur eh. "psstt korangg, dia tengah tidur sekarang. dari tadi aku senyap je tak buat bising. ni kalau dia dah bangun, baru meriah haha"

Bila aku diam ...

Tengah tunggu tuan rumah niii, tak balik balik lagi. Beli kek lama betul. Haihh. (hek elehh, marah pulak apehal. haha). Ok lah, dah dah. Cukup la wehh. Cukup cukup! 

Tema birthday party intan, white and blue. Yahoo. Tak sabar dah.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY  INTAN !!

6 APRIL 1994

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DIAN !!

5 APRIL 1994

 

Prove it

I'll try to be straight but nice.


Is that normal if a guy tell all girls he met "heyy, you look sooo pretty :)". Is that normal?
Is that normal if a guy talk with all girls he met in such a really nice wayyy better than any other? 
Is that normal if a guy tell all girls he met that he really care about them?
Then, who am I?
Am I just like typical all girls you met? Am I?
If it is, please stay away from me. I feel awkward.
Did you sincere enough when you tell me that I'm kind?
Did you sincere enough when you tell me that you love me?
Are you brave enough to prove that you're the one for me?
Are you brave enough to say that you would take care of me even when you're sick like hell?
Do you?
And .. did you treat me like other girls?
If yes, please don't be too kind with me. 
I feel awkward. I'm afraid.
You know what, I'll not treat you the best if you're not close and special to me.
Now, just lemme know that you're sincere. It's wayyy better if you prove it. Rite?
And pleaseee, don't lie to me. Once you did, it's hard for me to trust you again.
Sarang haeyo, Aishiteru. Yes, I.like.y. But sometimes, you make me really mad sometimes.
You've said sorry many times. And it made me feel a lil bit better.
I'm really sorry for being too emotional about this. Sorry :/
So now, let's have some peace and HAHAHAHA.
Apologise accepted, okay. No 'tears', no angry madly deeply (duuhhh? -.-").
Just remember this, 
you'll not lose me; cuz I'm not leaving.
you'll not lose me; cuz I won't go anywhere.


BUT I JUST NEED A PROVE. OKAY?



Well, I'm just a human being. An ordinary girl hoping to be better each day for the rest of her life. 

Hope is not a dream but a way of making dreams become reality (?).

Yours sincerely,

Nabilah.

Bile cuti, hari-hari nak post

HAAAII semua. Erk. Ya, hai.

(i'm talking to myself)

School starts tomorrow, as usual lah kan.

And that means ;


MORE LESSONS


MORE STUFF TO DO


MORE   H O M E W O R K *for sure


and the best thing: MORE STRESS !!


Tomorrow I'm going to lend my ears for 2 hours to listen AND learn mathematic. As usual, every monday. Hah? Yess, 2 hours. I'm going to die (bangbangBOODUSHHH) . TAK SANGGUP. So, what else I can do? 

Best kan? Air liur 'ketepek' dalam buku.

But I'm not that bad as the guy in that pic. I'll do this at least;

Haa, lentok-lentok kepala kiri kanan je.

Macam tu lah saya selalu buat. Cikgu memang tak perasan. Sebab duduk belakang, benefits :) Tapi kawan saya ni, lagi best. Tidur 5minit je, pastu segar balik macam baru lepas minum ali cafe. 

A:  Ngantok lah bella =..=

B:  Aku punn, hwaahhh (menguap)

A:  Kejap eh, kasi aku 5minit aku nak tido kejap. Kejaaap je

B:  Oww :?  Kk.

Lepas 3-4minit, dia dah terlepas 2 topik drpd 1 chapter.

A:  Woahh, aku dah tak ngantuk dah weh! Segar dow :D

B:  Yeke? Aku ngantuk lagi lah.

Dia mula bukak cerita.

A:  Kau tau tak... blablablabla potpetpotpet nyotneytnyonyet tuttt haa :)

B:  Terus tak ngantuk kau tau, bile kau sebut nama dia. Aura dia .. bukan main. Huh ;D

Dah lah, bosan kan? Cerita ape ni. Rubbish -.-" (ceh, kutuk sendiri)

Nah. Penat cari teddy bear, baru jumpa ni. Make peace with LOVE :) XOXO.

Oo berlagak gune iphone ehh

"Kite ada iphone :p"


" :O  serious?! "


"Ye, serious. Hee."


"Nak pinjam, nak pinjam! :D"


"Boleh je demi awak, saya bagi hahaha"


(Kalau macam tu .. awak bagi saya terus eh, jangan harap saya nak pulangkan. Hehe)

Haaa kann. Kadang-kadang teringin nak phone ni tau;-

Nokia C5

Nokia X3 Touch and Type

(the semat [smart] one, u know)

Oh ohh, I want some more!

Oh, oh

I want some more

Oh, oh

What are you waitin' for?

Take a bite of my heart tonight

Oh oh

I want some more

Oh oh

What are you waitin' for?

What are you waitin' for?

Say goodbye to my heart tonight

Let's start with bismillah ..

I'm smiling and laughing always now. So, I think it's lovely. Because I realized I'm not alone. I have friends that willing to lend their ears; hear my story even it is not interesting at all and kinda boring to share. I have friends that willing to lend their shoulders when I'm sad, when I'm getting emotional. Thanks to Allah because I have an awesome friend, cool friend, good friend, supportive friend, hilarious friend. Most of all, Super Best Friend. I'm really hope that we'll stay together trough thick and thin. But some says; friend is like wind. It comes and it will go. That's pathetic.

I don't think that friends are like that. It will remain as friend if we make some effort . We still can share opinion or stories in our social networking. Everyone got one account of social network like; Facebook. At least ONE. So why not we use that to keep in touch with our old pals. It's easier when we have internet. Plus, anytime you can share with them. I'm still in contact with my old friends in Seremban. And Im missing them so damnn much. Enough about friends.

I wanna live without sadness. Without getting wet from tears. Without being at a loss. Being lunatic, clumsy, always put on a smile. Tadaaa :)  Say "no thank you" to  bitterness and sorrow. Say "yes" to happiness and laughter. I do have feelings. But I'll always try to hide it, smiling and laughing like an idiot person just to forget the past. 

There's a face I want to see, and a voice I want to hear even when I close my eyes. Hahaha. When that someone 'calls out' my name, a new world begins to turn. Wheee x)  ( jangan over sangat, nanti aku jugak yg merana) . Idk. Since that 'someone' met me, he made a bit changes in my life. Day by day. That someone lights me up. With his jokes, crazy habit, haaahh. What else I can say? I'm happy to know him. Syukur syukur, alhamdulillah. And, I guess; every single drop of my (and your) flowing tears makes us closer again today though we just knew each other tak sampai sebulan. It feels like .. aku dah kenal kau setahun (!) Haaa. Tu lah, saya pun tak tahu. Hahaha. I hope you'll be doing well there, for 3 months kat sane kan? Tak payah nak rindurindu sangat lah :'(  Thank you so much ----- , because you fired me up dengan katakata semangat awak :P I mean it, ok. I need a guy that can always give me advise and supports me all the time. Also, cheer me up when I’m sad. And much more (tak perlu lah nak bagitahu semua dekat sini). Wow, tak pernah tulis serious cenggini. Pheww *keluar peluh time tengah taip pasal ni*

I don’t want to expect anything. Let us just go with the flow, ok? We can only plan, Allah decides everything. We’ll be getting close ;)  Somehow, I've started to trust you. You know what I mean, I’m afraid to believe in man’s words. Full of lies -.-“  So pls gimme some time to trust you more, more and more. I just need time to adapt myself with man, again. I have to be careful. You’ve a kind-heart. No doubt. My friend says “It’s okay to like him. He’s just kind, and it doesn’t mean that he’s a playboy, babe”.  Seee? HAHA :) 

TEMAN SAYANG KOME ♥