Sunday, March 21, 2010

Please

Sadly, no one can help me. Probably. Learn physics makes me yawn every single minute. Yup, physic booorrrriiiiinnnggggg T_T.  I just can't seem to like that subject. It's about velocity, speed, SI Unit and bla bla bla. Erghhh. 


I just feel soooo lazy. I can't seem to focus on studying AT ALL.  I even try going to the library or locking myself in room with study materials but that does not help eitherrr ;'(  I don't know what's wrong with me. Or maybeee, I have to force myself to study. Please Nabilah, no more "Ouh, I'll do it later." Wake uppp! You're sixteen now! Please be responsible. You got work, so you should done it! Think SPM 2011. Focus. 


Maybe I'm too much thinking about _______. Maybe that's the reason. Please please, I'll more fired up if 'you' advise me. 
Some says:-


"Being successful means doing what you know has to be done, whether you feel like it or not."


*sigh*

Friday, March 19, 2010

When words failed,

When words failed, music speaks:-
 
1. "Why do I keep running from the truth. All I ever think about is YOU. You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized. And I just got to know." -Crush by David Archuleta-


2. "You'll be the one That I'll love forever more. I'll be here holding you high above it all. But don't let me fall." -Don't Let Me Fall by Lenka-


3. "Oh, I just can't get enough. How much do I need to fill me up? It feels so good it must be love. It's everything that I've been dreaming of. I give up, I give in, I let go, let's begin. 'Cuz no matter what I do, Oh (oh), my heart is filled with you." -You Got Me by Colbie Caillat-


4. "I wish that I could tell you. How I really feel. I wish you could believe my love for you 
is real. All I know is, I ain't much without you.  You really are the better part of me, yes.
" -Wish That I Could Tell You by Babyface-

5. "You know you love me, I know you care. Just shout whenever, and I'll be there. You want my love, You want my heart. And we will never ever ever be apart. Are we an item? Girl Quit playing. Were just friends, What are you saying." -Baby by Justin Bieber-


6. "I will never let you fall. I'll stand up for you forever. I'll be there for you through it all. Even if saving you sends me to heaven. It's okay. It's okay. It's okay." -Your Guardian Angel by The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus-


7. "& if you don't mind, Can you tell me all your hopes and fears, And everything that you believe in. Would you make a difference in the world. I'd love for you to take me to a deeper conversation. Only you can make me." -Deeper Conversation by Yuna-


8. "I want nobody nobody but YOU, I want nobody nobody but YOU. How can I be with another, I don't want any other. I want nobody nobody nobody nobody." -Nobody by Wonder Girls-


9. "But it's ok, you can just call me friend. Even though I mind I'll just take the backseat again. In the end I'm here. Cuz in the end just sit and stare. The season change not making way. As I'm just waiting waiting waiting for you." -Fatal Flaw by South Jordan-


10. "Everyday I see lots of strangers passing by me. And this makes me realised that life would be boring without you." -Bella-

11. "I can't never really tell you why I've been missing you alot. And I just have to take another look of your photo in my handphone."  -Bella-


Is it enough? Are you satisfied? The sort of feeling is complicated. It's scientific to described, rite? I don't know and I'm not used to express about such love things. Hurmm.
 



"People don't know what they got and appreciate till its gone." 


Sincerely me,
Bella

Tuesday, March 16, 2010

Ohh no

It's been a long time I haven't update my blog: B.O.R.I.N.G- Well, i hate routines. So, that's why lah. Be a form 4 student mmg jd bingai kan. Got tonnes of homework. And Im wayy too lazy. Addmath, math mode. Oh mannn. I have to submit those homework after this holiday. Walaweh. Mase 1 minggu tk ckup la ntuk bwat keje addmath/math mode! -____-" Sdihnye. Mcam haram kot teman nak bwat koje skola nih. Ate.. dah malas kan. Cenggitu le jadinye. W-whatever la ye.


"Cuti ni, teman ingat bole le jumpe member.member yg skola tknik. Tp hampeh je. Depa dok busy ngan homework pulak. Hampa ingat, aku tak dak homework ka. Haihh. Depa rajin sgt bwat keje skola. Tkpe lah. Jgn halang org nak buek baek bhaii. Baek la sgt kann :p  Eden ghaso, dulu tkdo la korg rajin bona mcam skrg. Apesal copek sgt korg brubah? HAHAHA. Aku sabau je la dgn korg. Tk dpat kuau/lepak ssame. Sbb korg lahh! 'Ade BANYAK HOMEWORK laa.' Kami faham, kami faham. Saing kawe dah brubah weyy. Tokse ghoyak gapo agy. Biaq pi je lah." ( Dlam perenggan ini, t'dpat bbrape loghat negeri yg mungkin anda tdak faham. Harap maaf :p )


This hols, I plan nothing. NOTHING. Yeahh, Im a stay-at-home girl. Eeee. Sbb terpakse T_T  It's okay, jadi ank solehah ye x) Home alonee. Hwaaa~  -___-